My Yoni Egg story: Esoteric practice?
I have been practicing with the Yoni Egg for about eight years. I didn’t fully acknowledge until I begin to TEACH my knowledge to others that my yoni egg practice has been a very DEEP esoteric practice for me. This simple stone egg was my seed to AWAKEN to my wholeness as a human and women BEING. Sounds extreme? Read on.
I lived most of my life in a masculine dominated body and existence. I ran pushed my body to the limits and I thrived. I was double promoted and on a fast track career path. Being a collegiate athletic and avid participant on the Colorado race circuit. I was ‘winning’ in life. I looked and played the part. I was beautiful, talented and fit. I succeeded.
When I became pregnant in 2003…I did much more of the same. Choice? I simply did it all. I was determined and had no limits. Carrying a child didn’t slow me down. I still did my road races and triathlons…. I ran up until giving birth and within weeks of delivering. Yikes!
In all external purposes….I was ‘winning’ in life, thriving. However, it was until 2013 when my youngest of three begin preschool that I started to realize that I had forgotten all about the INTERNAL me, soulful me. My concept of self was so wrapped up in my external interactions with others that I had forgotten my true-self, which is pure, radiant and infinite and one-with-everything. I was living in a ‘false concept, masculine dominated self but had a deep longing to be seen for who I truly am. It served me during that time as it allowed my innocent immature consciousness to cope with sometimes the harsh realities of the real world. That is when the jade egg entered my life and slowly my life begin to shift.
This tiny little egg…allowed me to re-connect with my body in an esoteric, omni present, way that went beyond my imaginations. My body looked amazing but internally the insides were neglected and hurting due to no self care. So, yes this tiny egg became a seed of new possibilities and catalyst to change as I started to tune in. It was in 2017, that I had to start teaching the yoni egg to others. I now teach and sell yoni eggs to women. My passionate for the practice is heartfelt. My vision and one of Wild Soul Living’s offers is to create a community in which we, as strong women, we can share this practice together.
There are quite a few sexual enhancements and sex tool on the market. We are so conditioned to want to sexualize everything that we loose all meaning and connection to what sex is supposed to be, a union of orgasmic bliss. It is our birthright to be orgasmic and to fully live a orgasmic life, the union starts with ourselves. The sex industry is a multi billion dollar industry. Sex sells. However, it is my belief what we are truely lacking in our society is true connection and union not only with others but with ourselves. You don’t need a ‘sex act’ to achieve orgasmic bliss. You need presence. Which is also part of my teaching of connecting to your erotic innocence that allows for more orgasmic bliss that is freely shared with another.
In addition, similar to the word “Wild”, “Erotic”, etc… you mention “Yoni Eggs” and the common human immediately thinks of SEX! Yes, the yoni egg will enhance your sex life. However, I feel compiled to discern the yoni egg practice from a ‘sex’ practice. The yoni egg practice goes much, much deeper for me in multiple ways which I consider it to be a key tool in my esoteric practices.
As mentioned previously, I consider my yoni egg practice to be esoteric. I recently approached this word with curiousity and I would like to set context to my basis and rationale.
Esoteric by definition: means ‘inner’, referring to the inner aspects of ourselves and the universe, the two being ultimately one. What unites the two is active engagement with the inner dimensions of the often with the use of various symbols.
Perfect: The yoni egg becomes the symbol. With ACTIVE engagement, I can connect to my power and vitality as a women. In the union, I feel the oneness of self and connected to the higher cosmos as I have learned to connect with outer realms of my innate, primordial nature that connects me to the cosmos.
The egg somehow connected or expanded me…so I moved beyond my ‘limited self’ or conformed self and I begin to discover the unity of self…it was powerful indeed. As a esoteric practices it helped create a new energy pattern in my body, and helped my consciousness to be more in touch with the interior energy and space. What I experienced is I went beyond my outer structures and social conditioning. I begin to experience myself, specifically my vagina walls contraction and magnificence in beginning to eventually full attunement to my cells as orgasmic microcosmic, as vibration…as LOVE. I have come to find out this interior energy is called prana or chi….I am going to teach you with the tool of a an egg …how you can fully connect with this energy.
I also like to think that this simple egg is enchanting me…
I often remind myself of my own conception at birth. I think of our conception…egg and sperm as a pure UNION of wholeness. However ever since, our internal cells have been dividing, multiplying and reforming seeking this union in BLISS periods. There is only one true reality, but we will NEVER discover the whole truth if we hold on to our preconceived ideas and only look from one perspective. We live in a multi-dimensional universe, and paranormal phenomena suggest that life exists in these other dimensions. Human beings may be at the top of the evolutionary ladder in our 3-dimensional physical world but a hierarchy of increasingly advanced beings live in dimensions that exist just beyond our normal range of perception. These higher-dimensional beings are omniscient and omnipotent in our physical world, which is how our concept of god originated.
My yoni egg experience have developed an awareness of the inner workings of my vagina. I feel my vaginal muscles engage and I feel POWER! The egg is an ancient symbol for transformation all over the world. I like to think of the egg as a tool to rediscover and heal the goddess within me, bringing the power of the earth inside of me. It will be with you to transform the stagnant, unproductive energy into gentle, kind and loving one. Jade is a stone which is why I recommend for those first starting out. Stones in ancient Native American cultures carry the stories/ energy of our ancestors. So for me to imagine my female ancestors living inside of me is powerful.
The Yoni Egg practice reflects our unconscious ways of being. The insertion of the egg teaches us how to relate to OURSELVES and thus the world in more powerful ways. We are literally ‘swallowing’ the egg into our female centers. The message? Letting go of what we think SHOULD happen and simple give our FULL presence to what IS happening.
My experience… The Yoni Egg isn’t just an accessory that you can leave in your drawer or nightstand. It isn’t just a great tool for kegel exercises, or a way to maintain health, have better orgasms and more fulfilling sex. The Yoni Egg is an ancient, sacred tool for spiritual transformation. It is a key esoteric practice that has awaken my female energies to the world.